I had my first panic attack when I was seven. I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder when I was twelve. I've dealt on and off with depression since I was fourteen. When I was fifteen, I thought I was better. I had my first manic episode at sixteen. This February, when I was seventeen, I was diagnosed with bipolar II disorder. In March, like the cherry on a sad, soggy cake, I was diagnosed with obsessive-compulsive disorder as well.
These were my secrets, until recently, when I realized I was tired of living like there was something wrong with me. I take my medications, I see an excellent psychiatrist once a month or so, and I go into therapy when I need to. Sometimes when I have an episode, it's difficult for me to do things like concentrate or think straight or write blog posts or talk (or tweet) coherently, but these are few and far between. I am not a freak. I have hopes and dreams and a life like everyone else, and I have to grow up like everyone else, too.
According to the National Center for Children in Poverty, 20% of teens have a diagnosable mental illness (most commonly depression and anxiety). Additionally, many mental disorders--including bipolar, anxiety, depression, OCD, eating disorders, self-harm, and for men, schizophrenia--often present during your teen years or early 20s. And even teens who aren't directly afflicted by mental illness often have a friend or family member who is, since about one in four American adults suffer from a diagnosable mental illness.
From what I can tell, mental illness in YA falls into three categories: "magical madness," in which the mental illness is used as a jumping-off point for a paranormal or mystical plotline, the "issue book," in which mental illness either in the protagonist or someone the protagonist cares about forms the crux of the story arc, and usually involves harrowing brushes with self-harm or suicide, and "new normal," in which mental illness forms some sort of subplot not critical to the story, or is simply a character trait.
To start, I'd like to look at the first category: Magical Madness. The two examples I can think of in this category are Bleeding Violet by Dia Reeves, in which the protagonist Hanna is on antipsychotics to treat her schizophrenia, and The Unquiet by Jeannine Garsee, in which the protagonist Rinn is bipolar. (I've read and loved Bleeding Violet, while The Unquiet is loaded up on my Nook at the top of my to-read list.) Magical Madness is characterized by its treatment of mental illness as somehow mystical, paranormal, fantastical, or all of the above. It often ends with the mentally ill character "embracing the crazy," often going off their medications or stopping treatment in order to fully experience their magical powers. This portrayal of mental illness is the most problematic of the three, due to its contribution to the perception of mental illness as "other" and sometimes dangerous; however, when taken with a grain of salt, they can be fantastic books and a great addition to mental illness literature.
The second category, the Issue Book, is the most common in YA, and dominate my list of mental illness titles: Impulse by Ellen Hopkins, Scars by Cheryl Rainfield, Crazy by Han Nolan, Dirty Little Secrets by C.J. Omololu, A Blue So Dark by Holly Schindler, Cut by Patricia McCormick, Compulsion by Heidi Ayarbe, and Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson all fall into this category. These books often serve as a first introduction to a mental illness for teens (and adults reading YA), and often involve info-dump passages about the illness, as well as long visits with counselors and "shrinks." I've read and loved a lot of this kind of book, and I think they'll always belong in the picture. But just like books with characters of color or LGBT characters, it would be nice to finally see some books where the characters are "out and proud" with their illness, and can live normal, topsy-turvy teenage lives.
The third category--New Normal--is, in my experience, both the hardest category to find and the category we need the most of. The two examples of this I could think of were Unraveling Isobel by Eileen Cook, and Will Grayson, Will Grayson by John Green and David Levithan. Will Grayson, Will Grayson has a particularly sensitive and wonderful portrayal of a character with depression, as this review from This Ain't Livin' explains. Unraveling Isobel actually straddles two categories because of its magical elements, but its honest treatment of what it's like to have a family member with schizophrenia without making it the central issue of the story intrigued me.
In the end, I think YA is doing a great job of portraying mental illness in all its forms--but we could be doing even better. The discussion about realistic and sensitive portrayals is one we need to be having about mental illness (as well as on disabilities in general), and I'd love to hear what you think. Please leave your thoughts in the comments, as well as any titles I may have missed!
(For those looking for my full work-in-progress list of YAs with mental illness that I've been compiling with Twitter's help, you can find it on Goodreads here.)
6 comments:
I was diagnosed with depression and generalized anxiety disorder when I was seventeen, and when it comes to talking to other people about it, it can be really frustrating. People either look at me like I'm trying to get attention or be a Special Snowflake when I bring it up, or they think I'm exaggerating because I have no real REASON to be depressed and anxious: I have a great family life, good friends, my life isn't in shambles, etc. But to me, these things are just like any other illness, but I still feel like I have to hide it from people lest I get weird and/or judgmental stares.
Anyway, other titles I can think of that deal with mental illness are: Willow by Julia Hoban; Saving Francesca by Melina Marchetta (which I highly, highly recommend if you've never read before); The 10 P.M. Question by Kate de Goldi (also highly recommended); I also heard that Cryer's Cross has a main protag who deals with obsessive compulsive disorder.
And that's all I got. This is a fantastic post by the way!
*hugs* Maggie, you are so strong. I haven't been diagnosed with anything. I have no idea if I should be or not. (Well, probably, but I have no idea what). All I know is - depression is hard. You feel awful and shit happens and you suddenly understand an entirely new side to people and to why taking care of yourself is important. I'm glad that you're embracing what makes you who you are and saying, "Hey, I'll use this to help improve literature and what other teenagers make of it."
It's amazing. Keep doing it. I'm here every step of the way for you, and I'm glad that you're keeping the reality on this subject in YA.
Good for you for being brave enough to share!
I'm glad YA these days is managing to offer at least some good books on the subject...I know I read one about two years ago that isn't on your list, about a girl who spents time hospitalized... but I can't for the life of me remember it....just that maybe it had a broken smily face on the cover. sigh. So frustrating.
When I was young, the only book about mental illness I read was I Never Promised You a Rose Garden, about a girl with schizophrenia, but the medical science behind it is All Wrong (it was before it was realized that there were chemical/biological issues involved), and though it's a powerful story, the resolution of the girl's problem is bunk.
Thank you for this courageous post, Maggie! I remember feeling like a freak when I was diagnosed with Asperger syndrome (which has behavioral aspects though like other autism spectrum conditions is considered a developmental disability) but came to realize the value of knowing 1) why I've been different all my life and 2) how I can arrange things so I can reach my potential. I think that's why, from the perspective of someone with a disability, the "new normal" books are so important, as they show people living a full life not defined by the disability. I hope my forthcoming novel featuring a 13-year-old girl with Asperger's, MY FRIEND TROUBLE, does that.
An "issue-oriented" YA novel that I liked, and used for my MFA thesis on complex, likable YA protagonists with disabilities, is Benjamin Alire Saenz's Last Night I Sang to the Monster. The main character, 18-year-old Zach Gonzales, is in rehab for alcoholism after witnessing a horrific family tragedy, but he doesn't remember what happened and how he got there. Due to years of trauma he has dissociative personality disorder.
Another to add to your list of "new normal" titles is Ball Don't Lie by Matt de la Pena. The protagonist has OCD, but the story mainly focuses on his basketball dreams and his relationship with his girlfriend and his foster family.
I remembered the one I couldn't think of! Get Well Soon, by Julie Halpern.
thank you for this important post, Maggie, and for your straightforward, honest disclosure. Maybe most of us could claim at least one significant struggle with a "mental illness." As part of the www.thepiratetree.com blog group, please take a look at Lynn's review of WONDER. I also contribute reviews of books for younger readers at www.readerkidz.com and our theme for this coming fall includes, kids who are different, especially children who are physically different.
I would like to send you a copy of my new YA novel, No-Name Baby - may I? Just email me a mailing address or at www.namelos.com or NetGallery you can request a free ecopy.
I look forward to following your blog posts,
Nancy Bo Flood www.nancyboflood.com wflood@hotmail.com
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